my entire life is me dropping things and whispering ‘fuck’
I seriously just don’t know what to do anymore. At all. Usually things suck for awhile then get better, I can accept that. But there hasn’t been a single day this year that I haven’t been stressed or on the verge of crying 24/7. I get that the path I chose in life is difficult and very lonely but man, I’m trying my hardest and it just doesn’t seem to get me far. I think the worst of it all is that everyone just expects me to be strong and make it through and still be positive because that’s what I’ve always done. For once, I’d just like someone to offer me support or help. Being 21 and dealing with thousands of dollars of debt, living with my boyfriend, working full time, feeling lonely 24/7, having health issues paired with having the WORST luck in the world isn’t how I pictured my life. I’m just falling apart.
— (via bohemianspirit)
I am just curled up in all my stress and crying and I hate life. Literally NOTHING has been easy this year and I’m just so done. My second car battery dying was just what I needed too. Awesome. Cool. Kill me now.